There is nothing wrong with feeling depressed. We all do sometimes. Yet, I’m not a doctor to give you a medical advise – so use it at your own risk. As far as I know – depression often happens to those who has nothing to do. People who has no hobby, no regular work to occupy their mind, no entertainment, no spouse. There is only one way to get rid of depression I know (without using high-price pills). It is through the long path of finding yourself and your hobby.
Searching for yourself and your hobby – you can try gothic thing. It might be interesting for you some time, and there are good chances you’ll find something more interesting. At least you are doing new things, which can lead you to new ways of looking at world. At least I always enjoyed new paths in life – it always leads to new decisions.
Shall we see in deep dark history of topic. When the dragons were eating beautiful virgin princesses and knight were drinking beer on ballrooms of castles, sometimes fighting for a hand of a beautiful ladies and hanginging witches. Kidding. Anyway, it Dark Ages it was. Dark.. I mean reallly really dark. That is what gothic is about – black, dark, nothing white and nothing positive in nature.
Gothic jewelry is always mystical and hard to understand. You can find amulets with dark dragons and pendants symbolising spider-webs, gettin you in the mood of ages with rooms of castles, never visited since the beginning of times. If you heart is something like that (forgotten and lonesome, like nobody touched it from the begginning of ages, because they just don’t understand you? All right! Get a pendant with web on your heart – show everybody to get their attention to you until your heart is full of webs.
Probably it will not be good to to buy anything shaped with devils themes, gargoyles and pentagrams. Better think ahead – who knows what is there on the other side of life – so you might want to get a little insurance right now to protect your immortal soul later. But! It’s your life – want it – get it. It’s everywhere nowadays – you shouldn’t have problems buying gothic things – all around the Internet.
Gothic jewelery is sometimes inscribed with letters in unknown forgotten language, which strengthens the scare. Gothic is always scary (or at least a bit frightening), so don’t be surprised to draw a lot of attention from people who see you dressed gothic and with gothic make up (which is simply all black or with a little purple). To add to your image – get some spiky things. Earrings, rings, pendants, bracelets. Jewelery of Gothic must have spikes and curves – it’s just a base of it.